I know it's been an age since I have posted anything at all and I am surprised how long it's been.
Things were starting to get better. My wound eventually healed and I've started to get a handle on my nutritional needs although I still have vague and random reactions to foods that didn't affect me before. I'm learning to cope and the weight loss (119 pounds so far) is a bit of a silver lining. I was even toying with the idea of doing a little light teaching after Christmas - although my voice is still none existent due to the damage to my stomach wall.
Then God in His wisdom ( and I know it's a he!) decided that things were going too well and on the anniversary of the day I was discharged from hospital last year, 10th Dec, I had a massive PV haemorrhage which ended up with me as an emergency admission. I had 3 units of blood and still only had a HB level of 8.6. They sent me home after 5 days after giving me a scan which showed cysts on my ovaries and a thickening of my womb lining. I have to have a hysteroscopy (camera in the womb) on 10th January and they have taken blood tests for CA125 which I think is to rule out cancer. The Gynaecologist was very reasurring and says the cysts look like simple cysts on the scan so not to worry but it's best to check. When I have had all the investigations then they will be able to give me my options although the worry is that if I have ovarian cysts my previous surgery has left me with serious problems if I need any further abdominal surgery so we will have to wait and see.
Unfortunately I had a recurrent bleed after I had been home so I was whizzed back in. I'm home now with extra hormones, and meds to make clots but I feel like someone has vampired me and I'm pretty useless spending most of my time asleep or with a hormone induced migraine. So once again Christmas is going to be a bit of a write off.
Well whining over - I wanted to wish you all the best for whatever you celebrate at this time of year and to apologise for my absence. I am still reading when I can but I am very lax at leaving comments. I had a go at writing the next chapter of Twin Solitudes but 1000 words of crap later I gave it up as a bad job.
Please keep posting - I miss Ten so much and find myself unable to feel anything but meh for Eleven.'s weird looks and mediocre acting. For the first time in my whole Who watching (since 1966) I haven't seen the whole of a series. His first Christmas special is not going to make this crappy time any better so anything you post of Nine or Ten will be ravenously devoured by me.
Love to you all and Happy Holidays.
Just found this on a music industry website. How exciting!!!!
I'm just sad that my current health won't allow me to audition :( Ah well C'est la vie.
We are seeking:
Actors (m/f) who can sing & dance to play multiple roles in the Doctor Who Stage Spectacular.
Some roles may require the wearing of full face monster character costume.
The live show will tour major UK arena venues from 8th October to 7th November 2010.
Auditions will be in the week commencing 5th July. Rehearsals start 13th September.
Please send your CV (include your exact height) and one photograph by 28th June
Title: Twin Solitudes (20/?)
Rating: PG rising to NC-17 from chapter 4.
Characters: Ten/Rose, Jack, OC.
Beta: The amazingcaraskye
Summary: "...love from one being to another can only be that twin solitudes come nearer, recognize and protect and comfort each other." Han Suyin. Charis's life so far has been fraught with grief and unhappiness. Can an old face help her find happiness and can the Doctor and Rose accept the inevitable.
Disclaimer: All recognisable characters and places are not mine they belong to RTD. The children however are another thing...
A/N: Twin solitudes is the third in 'The TARDIS Prophecies' series following immediately from
(Links direct to Teaspoon), and I suggest you read those first.
So I lied when I said it would be a couple of WEEKS before this was updated. In fact it has actually been 6 months and a long hard road back to a place where writing this has been possible. But I am here and although I won't say this has been easy to write it does feel like coming home. So finally we find out what Charis has been staring at for the last 6 months and the fate of 'Little Jack' !! My love and thanks go to frintennant for holding my hand and reading all my revisions.
WARNING: This chapter has some non-con themes.
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doctorsdiva is now recovering at home. She is still in a lot of pain but seems to be through the worst of the danger :-) She is making steady progress and wants to be back with us all as soon as she can.' Happy Holidays all!